Always, sometimes, too: The joys of finally resolving smaller nagging issues. Not as in understanding what went wrong, but at least in getting the effects of it out of the way. (Taking one step back, watching virtual gears spin faster again, feeling a certain pleasure arising from that, as well as a profound tiredness that only dares to show if given enough room. Closing in on 10pm again. Calming down. Listening to the pulse and breath of the city for an infinite second. Moving slowly but still moving.)